猜不透

I am brave, actually, not really
I want it, but fear holds me back
What I know is that I must move on
Do it, try it and learn it
Building up confidence
Chance only come once
Moreover, we are a team, I am not alone
I have no reason to move backward...

I feel myself so contradict
No wonder they all say me 猜不透
Hahaha !
 

Hui Yan, where are you?

I feel very weird recently
Thousands of questions, worries and words in my mind
My decisions made, not following my heart
I am like a grass, blown to any side by wind
I can't stand firm
Where am I? Feeling lost

I feel hard to share all these with friends
Not that they are not trustable
Just that I am so lazy to explain
I feel myself getting worse
May I lost all my beloved friends?

Is this part of my learning curve?

一线之差

正不能胜邪
这句名言视乎倒转了
可是昨天的我，脑海一直把它看为现实的残酷
并没有错……

如果说这十五年来
他是为名和利打拼
有人会相信吗？
我信，人总会有私心
但，还有什么动力
让他长年不休，就算经历了多少的失败
风风雨雨
还要回到那众说周知的黑洞？
大家心里有数

感叹
他与光明还有一线之差
众人也没想过此事还会重来
他会因这那么无理的事
再次跌倒

事情的真相
你我不懂，但疑点重重
看看他太太与家人的反应
心里有数

The World is Unfair
但我希望他还有希望
五年，人生没有多少个五年
不是说浪费时间，而是说体力的课题
希望他可以安全渡过

现实里，黑暗
可以在你爬得越来越高时
一时攻击，让你摔倒到低谷里
所以大家记得时时携带手电筒
哈哈哈