加油！

我知道现在的自己

对于过去的感情只是怀念

但不可让这影响了速度

有更重大的事情要做！

希望赶完这份assignment，我就可以开工了

害怕不够时间！

还得考试……

没有人可以陪着自己一辈子

那不如自己向前冲冲冲！

不要害怕寂寞

不要害怕前方

明天永远都是一个新的希望！

歌颂者，谢谢你的歌

老师说

老师说：

“我有很多学生，现在有的驾豪车、有的普普通通。这是为什么？”

“原因很简单，就是看自己的effort”

“我给你们的info都是一样的，但做出来的能得到第一、还是落选，一切也是看你们的effort”

“我能教的就是酱多。”

是的老师。

干完这份assignment，我就开始做啦~！

老师还说：

“考试不重要的啦~那个A还是B，没有用的。”

哈哈哈哈~

Reality

Reality is always cruel

Be In A Team ^^

I went to Broga Hill again
Departing at 4am can really see nice view
I reached the peak again
Though I think of giving up at the midst
Because I was lack of rest (Slept for only 2 hours yesterday)
But luckily I din't !
As I said before, I always learn something from hiking

The lesson I learned today is - No Man Is An Island

We must not be too individualistic

We need friends, we need support (Just as what Maslow said before)

Learn to be cooperative, be a team player

Don't be selfish

Mein Vater

I had lunch with my great friends just now
It was a very long chat lol
And thanks for lending me your ears ^^
Waiting for their photos lol

Our topic touched on my daddy as well
I think he is the greatest man in the world
He loves mummy, and all of us
His sacrifices and contributions to my family are great
and I couldn't list it out
Because it is really too much
Though it is too early to say such appreciation words to him
(Fathers' Day is in June, not NOW !)
But I was so touched by the incident today
So couldn't control myself to blog here

Haha! I realize something
He is so particular on the electronic appliances that he wanna buy for me
He always wanted to buy me the best, the nicest and the BIGGEST one lol
Haha ! My lappy, my kettle, my hair dryer...
Are always the better one than my mum's one
hahahaha ! *sorry mum* hahahaha !

Haha! Just couldn't stop laughing
However, during the transaction
He will always call me before he pays
He will usually explain on me for the colour, the size and etc (the specification that I don't know lol)
We always have miscommunication on the measurement
Haha ! So always ending up with getting thing that is super big for me lol
Haha !

Thanks daddy for growing me up
Thanks daddy for loving me
Treat me as I am still a small baby girl always
Whenever, wherever and for whatever
You are always willing to be my driver or GPS
No matter how busy you are, you will drive me to the places that I don't know
Coz you worry of me
You care me I know
But you always find it hard to express it verbally
But I feel it, thank you
You work day and night, 366 days a year
Just to support us
Give us a warm, healthy home
Provide us free education (though government not willing to do so)
Give us enough food to be in such big size lol
And sometimes easily buy us the expensive gadgets (haha ! even have to faced the scoldings from mum)
Love you daddy
Never forget, love my mummy also <3
 

"每个人都有属于自己的一片森林，迷失的人迷失，相逢的人再相逢。"

I read this in Facebook

The video is damn lame lol

And feel it damn weird

"迷失的人迷失"

I am lost, and searching for direction

I will never let 迷失的我迷失

i will find me back

幸福背后

每个人幸福的定义都不相同

发现自己以前很笨

我傻了很久，这并不代表以前的那位不好

而只是觉得自己过于执着了

如果能早些清醒，或许现在不会那么痛

对于爱情的执着，我现在发现我错了

以为自己一直很清醒的

等到面对到自己真的很爱的对象时

却把一切的原则忘光了

用着现在的角度，看回以前的日子

这首歌可以表达现在的我，看着以前自己的感觉

那时的我就像这歌的歌词写的

那溫暖　你的溫度　安靜的依偎著那　短暫幸福
愛就算滿足　卻是個未知數
如果有天長地久　有多遙遠　讓我看見

越是幸福越害怕　怕它會結束　越擁抱　卻越是孤獨
沒人了解的寂寞　我自己照顧

不想讓你發現我　凌亂的腳步　我努力　跟上你的速度
不再獨自感受　那幸福背後藏的辛苦

那麼寬　你的天空　不該讓我的灰色　壞了全部
愛讓人喜悅　就算會有變數
只要能擁有一秒　有多辛苦　我願付出

越是幸福越害怕　怕它會結束　越擁抱　卻越是孤獨
沒人了解的寂寞　我自己照顧

不想讓你發現我　凌亂的腳步　我努力　跟上你的速度
不再獨自感受　那幸福背後藏的辛苦

可能彼此不适合

或是我们对爱情的观念过于不同了

所以都用了各自认为对的方法来爱着彼此

对不起，我错了

活在自己的世界太久了

我以为只要愿意陪我一同经营这段爱情

我愿意、不介意、小事、没问题

我以为对方愿意，但没问过他，对不起

我以为一切是正常的

我愿意、不介意、小事、没问题

我真的以为是正常的

所以任性地固执、自私地享受一切

享受了别人对我的好

也享受了原本不是自己的快乐

没有发现原来自己成为了别人的包袱

一个人终比两个人的日子过得自由

我错了，也对这段感情执着了很久

因该早些发现

幸福，如果是真的幸福

就不会在意它存不存在

这样才不会害怕失去

会失去的，就不是属于我的幸福了

珍惜当下

若能一笑，变是幸福了

学习说“不”

如果我会说：“不”
那该多好
我懂这都是自己找来的
我懂人应该看开些
我懂人做了决定，就要实行
不要迟疑，不要再找理由

可是最进真的很不够时间
加油！我能的！

The Feelings Would be Different If I bought it Myself, Don't You Agree?

What so called happiness? Or in mandarin 幸福
Ya ! That's is !
Having my favourite fruits everyday

For sure, not this lol
I have apple everyday ^^
That's enough to make me smile for a morning
And this? lol
Hahaha! It's a dragon fruit
It makes me happy for days lol
My dad and mum bought me 2 for no reason
Why? Because parents always love us unconditionally
Haha! I think I have been talking too much nonsense

Just to show off I have dragon fruit from persons who love me <3
And it makes me smile and feel the sweetness deep in my heart lol
Thanks for loving me, my baba and mama

不要把别人帮你的，当成理所当然

己所不欲，勿施于人
我华文不好，但我永远记得这个
如果你不喜欢你自己太多散钱
就不要拿来给我，我也不喜欢
我收了钱，还得跑去帮你们还网费
可是你们给了几十几十快的散钱
大包小包地、重重的
haiz~
我明白为何老师说
Malaysian never appreciate what people do for them

我真的对这件事感到很不愉快了
因为已几个月了……

恶梦

不懂哪来的伤心
我以为我很好了
就算昨晚
老朋友很诚心地来关心我
我也能笑着说没事了
为何现在……

可能就因为刚刚那个梦吧！
加油！人生还那么漫长！
因该好好爱惜生命
爱惜我的未来
曾近看过一本书说
How huge is the world is actually defined by yourself
So don't make it small lol

过去的就当着是场梦
醒了，就会忘掉

Goal

I just woke up from a dream

It was so scary

I know there is no turning back

What had been passed means past

Regretful? Regret of not doing the things I planned

Ya...I regret

Never repeat the same mistake

because the mistake repeated is no longer a mistake

But a choice

Work for future, Hui Yan!

I am here officially declared that

I want to buy a house before 2008!

I post here just to remind myself

keeping things inside heart is not good

Coz it will be easily being distracted lol

Goal set, so? Go go go!

This Guy Has Nice Voice

Haha! His voice makes him looks leng zai

By the way, I really feel the sky when I listen to this song <3

Voice Out My Dissatisfaction

我对我的Faculty感到不满
觉得他们很会逼压大家
因为他们和SERU为这星期的TALK付了钱
明明CITRA定下
要去intern就得出席CITRA的两个talk
再来一个Fac的Briefing
就够了
Okay，我全都去了
突然来个LI compulsory talk (Friday + Saturday)
不去没得去intern
就算不是下个学期intern，也得去
就因为他们付了钱 =="
wat the！
我觉得他们因为付了钱
所以强逼我们去，很贱！
和政治哪一个党又分别吗？
在用权力欺压我们 =="
我们不是不要去，只是真的不能去
况且email里和你们嘴里说的完全不同
email里的马来文版和英文版也很不同
一个是说到要去intern就一定要出席
一个是说CITRA或这个talk都能让你拿到cert去intern
If this is a rule
then there should be no dissimilarity in the same email, though different languages
And I am wondering why you wanna have this CITRA talk and so on
It is a waste of our time and the country resources
Other Uni never have such kind of requirement before going for internship
Refering to UKM, comparing with UPM and etc
Don't be different la, my dear UM
The speakers invited by CITRA are all $#@%$#@%^%&^&+_(^&^%%
And I didn't learn nothing there
The registration even cause us a big trouble
I always thought you are here for the best interest of us, your students, your future leaders
But it seems like not...
I could see the profit-oriented mindset in you
Never forget that you are a non-profit organization

So? Haha !
I had voiced out this to the MPMUM representative of my faculty
And he promises to take action on this issue
hope he really can help out ^^

生老病死

够够力不够时间了
这么多份assignments
我该怎么办？><
Stress 到我要吐了
可是欣赏自己叻~
哈哈！
我熬义气
因为我很心痛
看见你哭，帮不上忙
我更不能接受这是事实
可是至少你们都做了心里准备
希望你能坚强
也真的希望我小小的assignment贡献能减轻你的负担
专心做你要做的
时间不多，珍惜
我懂他对你的重要性
也懂uncle有多好人
永远不会忘记他把房子让给我们过夜的恩情
可是如果是注定了
我们就得坦然点面对，因为一切都是因果
不要想不开 <3
把老师的一句话转给你
不要哭这么多，等下要claim impairment expense也claim不到（eyes impair）
哈哈！加油！

我是双鱼，当然希望奇迹出现
希望uncle不会走
让你多孝顺他几年
让我以后有机会再去探望他 =）
uncle，加油！

爸妈，我爱你们
你们千万别这样对我
我会好好照顾自己
你们也要
让我工作后能更有经济能力地孝顺你们 <3

Titanic Love Story

The funny joke that I heard today
Delivered by the funny speaker XD

"Please don't watch Titanic and cry
It is not a true love"
and the most terrifying phrase that came out from his mouth is that
"Jack must die" @.@
hahaha !
"because I never believe in love that starts in a trip
because that time everyone is so relaxing
no worry, far away from their real lives
So for sure, they will be very happy, enjoying the relationship on the ship lol
Don't tell me you jump, I jump
I only know you jump, I push lol
hahaha ! Or how high wanna jump? I have a limit lol
hahaha ! haha !

"If Jack din't die
they will separate or divorce very fast in real life" lol
hahahaha !

"You know why Rose din't die?
Because she is fat enough" lol
Hahahaha !

It is my first time to hear other comments Titanic in such way
hahaha !
But it sounds true actually lol

黑

今天走着回UT时
突然有辆黑车靠得我很近
让我突然回想起3年前的那件事
对，就那件事
我被一位所谓Ketahanan部门工作的Dato拿枪指着我头
一边喊着要检查我的license
这件意外是在一个交叉路口开始的
我从直路来，他从路口出
Okay now! Who has the privileged to go first?
刚得到license的我，脑袋非常清醒
是我！
由于不让他出，他赶紧下车
一脸要吃掉我的样子 =="
so what?我继续开车跑掉
因为我很清醒，我没错
我跑，他也跟着来
两人在花园里赛车似的 =="
可以跑到120km/h
姜还是老的辣，我跑输了
他拿着一把非常不普遍的枪指向我头
喊着要我的license
我不给他，因为心里想
你是谁？我为何要给你
很无助的时候，突然看见隔壁邻居的车
他一下车就拿相机拍照
（他说看见有车追着我，所以更上来看，谢谢你！）
这位所谓的Dato加强声量，喊着要我的license
我马上拿着在他面前挥一挥
（不懂为何那时的我这么大胆，如果是现在的我，一定晕了）
看了后马上变样的他 （心里想他一定是赌我没license =="）
向大街小巷的路人解释说他以为我是运输毒品的年轻人
赛车那么好 =="
所以才会拿枪出来的 =="
事后，我哭了，很害怕
大家都叫我报警，可是由于害怕他伤害家人（因为我家其实离他家不远）
我拒绝了……

正义何在？法律何在？
现在想起，我很气自己
为何当初的自己那么不成熟
那么不会想
为何要让这些政府人员欺负
也不敢反抗？
明明知道警察也不能随便用枪
这位uncle凭什么这样恐吓我？
你凭什么要检查我的私人文件

505
我希望未来的马来西亚
未来的大家 have a better tomorrow
到处澎僵水、打枪、强奸
出门怕被抢和强，提心吊胆
这是适合人住的地方吗？
我以为自己生活在很落后的国家
没有法律，没有政府
为何我国会沦落到这地步？
我国明明就资源充足
人人因该生活安了
但事实上，大家都生活紧张、压力
长辈，甚至我们都烦钱不够用
通货膨胀 ！
Can anyone tell me why?
有调查指出大马3位交税人养2位政府人员 =="
Can anyone tell me why?!

505，我兴致勃勃地去投票
觉得自己不小了
改为社会出分力
2008年，我还小
2013年，长大了少许
第一次投票
也是第一次感受到彻底失望的感觉
腐败，通通看在眼里
民主？人权？
Do you really respect our rights? Our choice?
再次心里想，正义何在？法律何在？
你们在干吗？

未赢官司，先赢民心，听过吗？
今天更劲爆的消息
UTUSAN MALAYSIA问，华人，你们还要什么？
魔术师的一句：“ChineseTsunami”
华人？我以为我是马来西亚人
我以为1 Malaysia

原来从以前到现在，我们都是外劳……
你再次让我感到失望……
Please mind your word ~

不好意思，被黑车吓到
所以回想起恐怖事件
更看不顺眼今天的报章
所以才到这里乱乱涂鸦

不过，还是那句，不要放弃
弃黑投明吧！
选择权永远在于自己

不美的灰姑娘

我是不美的灰姑娘
十二点一定要回家
我回家不是因为害怕被打回原形
而是要睡觉

不适合晚睡的我
已连续几天晚睡了
凌晨2、3或4点都不是我活动的时间
加上人老了（虽然很不想人老，但是事实上……）哈哈！
身子不能顶了
嘴巴红红的，嘴唇像要脱皮了
头痛了一整天，也睡了一天（糟了，我的功课！）
走路飘飘然的感觉，很不错似的
因为我爱发梦
飘飘的感觉，让我感觉不了现实
哈哈！

今晚要早睡啦！
要孝顺父母，就先要自爱
所以各位夜猫子
学习孝顺父母吧！