知道了不等于做了

那天对一位有心上人的朋友（男）说
不需想太多，做你觉得你想做的
要送她花，就去买
要送她甜点，去
想和她谈天，去去
不需要想会不会尴尬，她会不会不喜欢
因为你尽力了，至少以后不会有遗憾
尝试了，失败，是种胆量、是种学习，会让人敬佩，不后悔
未尝试就放弃，是种懦弱、也是彻底失败
尝试了不努力，是种浪费，没志气

你说你要放弃了，因为别人劝你放弃
可是如果你的心叫你不要呢？
继续吧！聆听自己心里最真实的话
做自己想要的，不需想太多
Live like there is no tomorrow, and make life no regret!

说完，他就不见人了
哈哈哈！我竟然担心，他又去告白呢
然后又被失败打得满身伤痕
哈哈哈！
对的，“说”总是比“做”容易
“知道”和“做了”也是两回事

就像我知道考试要到了，该做什么 - 温习课业
我却每天吃喝玩乐，逛街
话说上个学期说这个学期要认真上课
最后我逃课，有些老师我才见过她不到8次（Tutorial + Lecture叻，14weeks）
哈哈哈哈哈

说了忏愧，不过也不算后悔
因为我把时间花在自己喜欢的东东上
哈哈哈哈哈

突然上部落格
心里一定对某些东西感到不愉快
对的
我对斤斤计较的人感到很不好感
我对一些会一直对我投诉朋友的朋友，感到不好感
我对一些执着的人感到可怜

如果你觉得不公平
The world is unfair, but what can you do?
Accept the fact, and change your mindset
Everything happens with reason
If it is favourable to you, it cheers you up
If it is unfavourable to you, it gives you a lesson

如果你不满意哪位组员交的课业
You can point out his or her mistakes to him or her directly
But not backstabbing him or her
If you tell him or her, both of you are better off, right?
***Somehow I have great disappointment with group assignment, zzzzzzzzzzz

执着？
看开点吧，不是每件事情都一定要within your control
Respect others, different people has different strengths and capabilities
Don't look down on others
Learn to listen, rather than speak out too often
The best way to learn is to read and listen

旅行

我决定了
也应该说，决定了很久

我想去旅行，一个人的旅行
独自一人出国
因为我想学会独立些

觉得自己平时太爱依赖别人了
也很胆小
思想像个长不大的小孩

希望爸妈会允许
他们平时太保护我了
有时觉得自己被宠坏了
我说要去exchange，他们说可以
我说毕业后，不想马上工作，他们ngek ngek说可以 lol
哈哈哈哈哈 （幸福、得意地笑）
别怕，我是个害怕没钱给我shopping的人
所以，给我些时间赚钱
我会孝敬你们的！

Small note to myself:
开始存钱
开始想办法赚钱
来完成这小小的决定

12/12/13

心情疲累
考完ACCA才发现Degree的课业
堆积如山
我好像没力做了，救命！

昨天吃喝玩乐了一晚
也谈了一些事业计划
老实说，考完试的那一刻

我迷失自己
我在想，我该继续走这路线吗？
我在想，我以后要的
需要这一切吗？

迷失了
我又迷失了
怎么办？

最搞笑的是
原来大家都有考试后遗症
考了，发梦、刷牙、吃早餐时
都会想想自己昨晚这题做错了，这题也错了
哈哈哈哈！
心脏比比巴巴地跳个不停
难道失败真的那么可怕？
难道世上真的有东西是我们：“Not afford to fail it? Not afford to lose it?”

告诉自己，若这次失败
我就懂自己要什么了
每一条路，都会带我到不一样美好的明天

My Voice

I had a nightmare yesterday
Kept repeating the words said by one of our faculty candidates for the election today
I was impressed by his passion to be our representative
But it is just that his manifesto is not mature enough (personal opinion)
Focusing on the course fees issue, which I think it is not really the problem we, as the students, are facing now
As compared to other private university, our fees are far more cheaper
And it is not really the problem of our university, it is the problem of the bigger body - government
I appreciate your point of "EDUCATION IS THE RIGHT OF A STUDENT"
But you should convey this to your government

 I seldom post to comment on political issues
But I was severely disappointed by your words
You mentioned: (The words that caused me nightmare)
"You know ma~ We are accounting students ma, of course we want to have cheaper fees."
"What we want is low price."
I don't know whether you had taken your Management Accounting or other business-related courses
But I sincerely urge you to have a better understanding of your own study
Please don't downgrade your own career, or if not yours
Please don't downgrade the accounting profession
Being an accountant doesn't mean that we always seek to cut price
Doesn't mean that we always want thing cheap (This is too cheap I think ==")
Being an accountant doesn't mean that we are calculative
We don't mind paying, but we demand for better quality of education delivered
We demand for a better management, a better registration system and other services provided
 
Price for value, the thing I am looking for
Your whole life should not be only spending low, but spending wise
To me, that's what professional accountant should do

You may try to take up any professional courses
Or have a better understanding on real students' needs
Before coming out with your manifesto (I know it's late to speak out now =P)
But this year, many of the manifesto do not really reflect the true needs
To gain "民心", a better survey must really be conducted =)

I agree with some people said that the benefits of some works done could not take effective within a year
But must make sure your effort would be continued by your successors =)

Sorry if this embarrasses anyone, but I am just too shocked
And too disappointed that the accounting profession has always being downgraded by own people

A good phrase which I never forget is that "Accountant 使穷人更穷，下地狱" XD
So we should really have a better understanding on what we learn and apply appropriately
Not blindly

流泪记

有时真的会被这种牛气哭
为何有人可以当全世界都亏欠他的

我哭了
的确，对于这种事情
我真的时常选着逃避
有时觉得再讲下去、吵下去
都不会有任何改变
那不如大事化小，小事化无

可怜我的朋友也哭了
快笑一个 =）

相信

不可停止相信

相信自己

相信我的感觉

相信明天会更好

相信不好的总会过去

相信梦想一定会实现的

相信世上还有好人

相信对你好的人

也要相信骂你的人

继续相信该相信的！

脚步太慢

突然迷失了自己
不懂如何调整时间
如何安排，太多的东西涌这来
我想呼吸……

Syok Sendiri

I was feeling happy, should be "is" feeling happy XD
Hahaha!
Can you imagine someone who you think is pretty and beautiful
Told you that you look pretty recently and got own attraction XD
Hahaha! Even though I don't think I have turned pretty
(I think I look old and tired only)
But I feel very happy XD hahahaha

*slap myself* for being "syok sendiri" XD

Realistic Behaviour is Just Too Scary

Please remember that everyone deserves a respect

And a true friendship

The End of One Chapter Is Always the Beginning of The Another - Never Stop Learning

原来今天是别人所谓的假日结束

对我而言，现在每天都是一样的

每天都是充实的

只要做的快乐，累了懂得休息就好

今天课完，搭了Taxi，再搭巴士，回到PJ

发现自己很笨，对于公共交通

的确很笨

哈哈哈！Deloitte Tax Challenge完了

不错的经验

从不小心进了2nd stage到final

一直都过得很好玩

因为认识了超多吹水王

哈哈……

比赛发现自己其实是个很没信心的人

哈哈……

比赛成绩出时，有两位老师在，我们输了

可是两位老师的心情都很不一样

哈哈哈……一位老师问我输在哪

（我哪懂 XD）

我述说我如何回答，如何present，走的路线

一位老师听了傻了，他说不叫你走professional路线了吗？

哈哈哈哈……我静了 XD

因为我一路以来真的没跟过你，对不起 >"<

另一位老师比较可爱

听了

：“啊……可以啊！就是要这样吗！什么问题？！”

：“不要为了人家不接受你的路线，就换！” 

我还说我比赛时也被批评Grammar不好

所以想去拿课英文course来认真进修

可是老师却说：“人该加强自己的强项，忘掉缺点。”

哈哈哈……

这样也可以，快把我笑死了

可能就这样每天被motivate到走怪怪路线了

哈哈哈……

不过有位美美的judge说我的presentation让她觉得我很optimist XD

我真的那么乐观吗？present也让人家觉得

自己却不怎么呢感觉到 XD

Hmm……如果有时间，可以再参比赛

因为比赛能让你了解自己比较适合什么，比较想要什么

也听了很多人生大道理（因为有好的老师）

昨晚在星洲接clients时

也领悟了些道理 - 太快对别人下定论是不好的

也看见平民路线的不同，哇……

哈哈哈！该回到degree学业啦……

做assignment啦！别浪费时间。加油！

这张照片让我觉得大家应该认真考虑走The Road Not Taken =)

回复

看了一篇文章
很想回复

如果愧疚不能当饭吃
那就别愧疚了
人很多时候花了很多时间来处理自己的感觉
真的有点浪费时间
我也在努力避免浪费这种时间

用行动来表示歉意比较实际吗
千万别给一万个对不起
可以考虑请我吃一餐好料的
如果你敢，哈哈哈
乌龟朋友

曾经是好聊的朋友
就应该知道我不会生气人很久
除非是那种自以为是的人
或是那种一看就不顺眼的 XD

对的，我的确生气你的胆小
也生气你的放弃
那也对的，你对爱情有着很完美的想法
分开是迟早的事
说过，你也是提了很大的勇气来做这坏人
所以我并没有特别生气
失望、伤心全都过了

只是想说
一个女人如果很爱一个男人，两人还在一起时
她觉得付出、忍耐是值得的
甚至可以觉得有得付出是种幸福
可是一当被遗弃后，这种付出和忍耐
只会是个教训，放映着自己的愚昧和单纯

错的开始与后不后悔没关
错的开始，就是错的开始
我也得负起责任
因为你说的，一段感情的开始是需要两人的同意
所以当感情出了问题
我自己也得对自己的感情问题负责
感情问题
真的很难分清谁对，谁错
所以不必害怕、逃避，或感到歉愧

不过你也好像真的很慢
慢了很多拍才敢面对
果然是乌龟 XD
哈哈！一餐好料好像也没什么吸引
不如让我以后称你为乌龟朋友吧！




XD

Flower

Flower blooms and fades
The beauty of it will go and leave

在美的鲜花也会有枯萎的一天
珍惜当下吧……

Met the flower in the playground
Nice? But it does not last long... =(

今天放生让我感到特别感触

突然想对大家说
如果你们意外在比赛赢了一笔钱
你们可以很有意义地拿去布施或放生
你会发现自己的生活会变成很有意义
偶尔，一些异奇的事情也会发生
让你觉得没有事情是绝望的
只要坚持、相信，希望永远存在。

放生仿佛成为我家周末或假期的小小活动
带着不同的家人去放生，就会有不同的经历
今天第一次和老爸去放生
（他不放心我一人到湖边）
也幸好有他，因为今天放鱼惊险
故事的来龙去脉难以文笔描述
但，我想说的是……Hmm……
我爸虽老，但力气充足
手脚、脑，也很灵活
一手还可以撑着这么重的鱼，跑下山坡
放鱼时还害怕鱼跑不远
留在湖岸边除草
这么好的男人，又有爱心 @.@
哈哈哈！
也一直帮我找下次放鱼更好的地点
哈哈哈！感激感激！我们找到了！

今天放生很不容易
所以让我感到特别感触

我在这

今天朋友问我几时回家时
我顿时emo了，因为我没想过要回家
太多的东东要干了，所以没有想家的欲望
况且爸妈上星期来探望我了
哈哈哈

可是，一个意外
我面对着我大大的书桌
享受着开歌听不必戴耳机的感觉
对的，我在家了
谢谢意外的发生
也让我担心了一下
害了爸爸两下……
哈哈哈！
对不起，爸
原谅我的鲁莽 =)

Video

自动离开

不做别人的选择题

哈哈！

经历过……

不过，没有后悔过喔……

可是还是觉得这短片有意义

勇气，看似容易，实际上也很难……

P/S：也很适合一些挑剔的朋友

小心选择，为了选到最好的 =="

23/10/2013

When things come out of your expectation
Just take a deep breathe and continue fighting

The greatest failure in life is to choose to give up without trying !

Trying without true effort and passion is another kind of failure !
Perhaps is a waste of time too ! XD

Ish ! Don't stressed ! Add oil !

Self-comfort >"<
Actually I am very scared....hahahaha

Met an interesting professor in UM today
Haha ! He shared some interesting opinion to us
He commented on the education system too XD
Haha ! 80% agreeing with him XD
He is a cute client, and I am damn interested to solve his case now !

Gosh ! Back to reality !
Prepare for tomorrow competition !
Add oil ! Bye and Tata !

Nice Song

Seriously, Lee Hom is damn handsome

Gosh @.@

The Nonsense Today

Seriously, I am very tired recently

External and internal exams, assignments, ASSIGNMENTS, competitions and some other commitments

All come together ! Love you all BABIES

All please love me too >*<

I know everything will pass one day

And I would be okay ^^

I appreciate all the pressures exerted

As pressures could bring one to further improvement

If and only if one could manage it well

But somehow, I feel the process is quite torturing

*contradict* haha...

Feel like getting jammed anytime

Hahahaha...

Especially when someone makes your jobs tougher

Changes keep changing, unpredictably =="

Haiz...Would I turn mad one day?

Hahahaha...How could I overcome all the uncertainties?

And make myself no tired?

Hmm...Feel like wanting a shoulder to lay on

Feel like wanting someone to share my burden

But these are not the BEST solution...haha

As I experienced before, depending too much on someone is a bad

Unless, he or she is your right one

You would get lost once you lose him or her

That's too bad and the feelings are horrible

I hope I will never repeat this again ^ _ ^

What do I mean by "depending too much"?

Haha...it means that you depend everything (source of joy, source of motivation and etc) on him or her

Hmm...

When you have your right one

You may delegate some of your happiness or burdens to him or her

But not ALL...haha

One should have one's own way of living, independently 

Own way of loving oneself, own way of solving problem independently

And own way of keep positively motivating oneself in all circumstances

Meanwhile, giving out all may make the another one burden too

hahahaha...

This is my own way of thinking, it may not right

But at least I realize my mistakes

Take everything as a learning process

And be grateful for everyone, every lesson learned

Okay, stop talking nonsence

Take a deep breathe and continue fighting

Go Go Go !

Skipping class tomorrow @.@

Feeling bad, as I did this for more than 2 weeks d

hahahaha !

How to Kiss A Boy

Grab his waist

Slip your hand in his pocket

Steal his wallet

Don't even kiss him

Just run

Hahahaa... What a lame joke to share !

Morning !

Convocation 2013

First and foremost, I would like to say

Congratulations to my both 

Big Buddy & Buddy

Wish you both all the best in your future

And be super OONNG !

By the way,

I am so sorry to being late to the convocation

And luckily, I still managed to rush to the spot before everyone left, with my shortie, cutie legs XD

Haha !

Both buddies forgive me and wanna sayang me in such way <3

hahaha ! Feeling geli actually >"<

She is my buddy

Who is quite bising, and always bising with me XD

hahaha !

Feeling grateful to have her as buddy as she is always understanding enough

And we could chat whatever we want XD

 (Hmm...I look old and tired...Should I do something? To avoid further turning older >"<)

This photo damn got feel >"<

And make me wanna cry d...

How would my university life be if you leave?

Must come back and visit me always ya =P

With Chew Yee, my co-buddy

And also Mike

I am very thankful to Mike

Because he is the one who adopts me actually

He uses to say I am a no BUDDY child

And he is kind enough to pick me on the street XD

Haha !
Ya ! Seriously, thank you very much !

And I feel very touched when he said he never regret to do so that day <3

Looking forward for my photo with him XD

And would be more description there XD hahaha !

P/S: Special thanks to other buddies who did helped me in this convocation

And I already promised you all to treat desserts when I get my pay

Maybe in 2-week time, so better plan for gathering in this period ya ! <3

家人

能成为一家人，是种缘份

所以要好好珍惜

哇……我真的很累……

真难得

暂时放下刚起步的梦想
六个月内，寻找自己
算不了什么大牺牲吧！

这么难得的机会
我会争取 =）

有舍才有得

最难得的是
她支持我的决定
虽然声音听放起来有点不放心
也有点不想
但她还是说：“去做你想的事情吧，要小心呀！”
辛苦您了，妈妈
也谢谢您

我真的很高兴
这将会是个全新的体验
做、学、寻
还有teammates ！
很期待！快快来呀！

时间在那，成就就在那

A very long way to go

but, I must be optimist

The True Me Will Reveal One Day

I am not an alpha female
in mandarin, people call this "女强人"
I get shocked when people address me with this super scary term

I am still a girl
who actually need care and love
I do cry, get hurt and face problems
I do feel scared, confused and meet failures
I do need help, consultation and advice always

It's just that
As time passes
When I grow older and older
I realize that
One has to face LIFE  by oneself actually
Because we lead our own lives
And no one is obliged to be there with us most of the time
Parents and best friends will not always be around
though their spirit and care do
So it's better for us to be a bit more independent

Never expect others to help us all the time
Never take things as granted

These are what I hold now
But I don't think these are enough to classify me into the category of alpha female @.@

I look strong most of the time
Some say I look smart in front of others
But actually I am not...haha
You could know me more, I believe
And then you will realize I am not as what you think now =)

Chat Time

I never know I will have such talkative friend
We talked talked talked
From 7pm something(during rehearsal, until just now RM10.30pm)
Haha ! There are endless topics
I know we can talk more, but I have to continue my task again !
Add oil !

Appreciate you as my best friend <3

Money

Should country leaders base more on economic substance in decision making?
Or should be oriented in other aspects?
Why China history grant businessman a lower status?
But why all these evolve and change totally in another way round?
Is human life is all about money?
We born, we grow, we study
Why do we study?
Parents: "You must study well, and get a better pay in the future."
Is this the true?

Undeniable, money is important
This culture is actually created and handed down many thousands years ago
Unconsciously....

In business world, everyone tends to be self-interest
Creating all kinds of issues
And thus, many accounting standards and laws (such as Companies Law) must be in place
What every party wants actually?
Money and power...

How about countries leaders?
Should you focus on economy too much?
The increase in fuel price is the impact of money-oriented approach
It is an impact brought down from many years ago
The new policies presented recently
How do you think of it? What come to mind is MONEY, MONEY and MONEY
I can see the future generation suffering, including myself
Hahaha ! Poor Malaysia !

周杰倫與鄧麗君合唱

邓丽君 - 人美、声甜
周杰伦 - 我心目中的才子
科技的奥妙
竟然可以让我们目睹这么感人的一幕

谢谢 =）

Dilemma

Have no idea on how should I decide on this

Something which u have wanted so long

And suddenly it comes to you

And at this moment, you opt for another option @.@

Hello, Hui Yan ! Wake up !

Why you change your mind like changing clothes?

Dilemma...

If I am to choose hubby now

I know what kind of man I want

If I am to choose what I want to eat now

I know, it will definitely be APPLE

If I am to choose what I want to drink now

I know I want red bean soup

But...deciding on this matter...

Constraints appear...

I have no much time to think if this...

May god bless me >"<

A Way Back Into Love

All I wanna do is find a way back into love. 
I can't make it through without a way back into love. 
And if I open my heart again, 
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end! 

Wao ~ This song is so sweet <3

Notes to Myself Dated 911

911???
Haha ! Nothing to say about it...

I just wanna claim impairment expense for my eyes
My eyes are getting smaller and smaller
My pimples popping out =="
I don't know what am I stressed for
For the test? For the workloads? OMG @.@

I realize I have poorer time management recently
Why do I feel so?
Because I keep feeling time is lacking recently
And my planned work is out of my schedule

Come on...
Wanting something extraordinary
Means effort is needed
Time is needed to be sacrificed
Some entertainment too...
This is what we call no pain, no gain

Stop envying people's enjoyable life
Be youself, no comparing
Be a wise user, money is going to be not enough
Because prices inflated =="
Be happy, and enjoy the tough process
As it allows me to grow ^^

Okay, byebye
Don't online too much

Never stop believing

A good phrase that is motivating enough

I know I can handle it well

I know we could communicate better

Stay strong, the cloud will pass and you could see the sunrise !

Reflecting

Sometimes, the phrase "I don't know" is very irritating

Because it implies "I don't want"...
Or it is simply because you don't care about it

But, there is always an exception

Some people really don't know about it...

07/09/2013

Everyone wants happiness.

No one wants pain.

But you can't have a rainbow without a little rain.

痛、痛、痛 ！

我痛到快抓狂了
我很痛、很痛、很痛！

很痛啊 ～！

脸也肿到像大包似的！

要晕，晕不了
要睡 ，睡不了

智慧牙
我拜托了你
你却留下那狠狠的伤痕
那种痛，我就快承受不了了！

再晕，也死死开车回家
害怕在PJ痛死了
也没人发现…

教训：以后不要一个人开车去开刀

Chance

I am not a good communicator
But at least I wanna to have a try...
I tried to explain
But you walked away and ignored my reply
It seems like you don't allow me to say anything
You don't want to listen to any explanation
Why? Is it my explanation sound ridiculous?
But I have seek for many consultancy and do research online

And do you know?
The way you react in this situation is the most saddening one
I am not given a chance to speak out, even a word

Greed Harms for Most of the Time

Don't be greedy
Be contented for what you have
Always give whatever happened a contented smile
And you could lead a better, happier life
If you fail, the fall actually build you to be stronger
If you lost something, it actually teach you a lesson
So, why should we feel sad?

Don't be greedy
Be contented with IT now
If you are too desperate to get IT now
You may make a mistake
Or lost the most precious thing in future when things go wrong

Struggling? Shouldn't
Be patient, be open-minded

Set priorities
Learning to prioritize could make our life more systematic
Reducing the risk of failings =)

Give myself a contented smile =)

说者无意，听者有心

When you speak something, no matter to whom
try to use appropriate words

When you interact with someone, no matter who
please behave appropriately

We do not have the right to spoil others' moods

We can't read other minds, but as long as we learn to be more caring, more considerate

Unhappy issue could be avoided =)

I learn a lesson today

I accidentally and unintentionally spoke out/reacted in a way

that really affected one's mood

in this early morning @.@

I feel very guilty, even now

Very sorry

And I promise to speak in a more careful manner next time

But seriously, I was just kidding

A very windy day today

I love this kind of cooling environment <3

Had a nap with my doggie just now

And is about going out again >"<

I have recently turned to be terribly lazy

Lazy to get out from my room, my house >"<

Bye bye !

就算惹人讨厌，我也要写

我突然很害怕女人
明知道错了，事情不对了
还要坚持，就为了不要重做些小部分
却没想过后果，没想过会不会影响到别人
一直坚持要找出谁是当天说不用的
谁是当天没把话说清楚的
天啊！谁说、谁错，到最未事情还是得解决啊！
何必那么执着？

有些明明懂错了，还要中个头去做！
问题发生了
就一直把错误推到别人身上
从来只有“他弄到的……”、“你没和我说……”
最强的那一句不就是“我不知道吗……”
姐姐们，这是理由吗？
然后一直哭诉，却不找解决方案
明明事情发生前，有多少的建议、多少的理论
你都听不进耳

明知道整个系统改了
大家都在努力跟进，跟随着新的系统
你却自己找了一大堆理由来推翻
投诉说着太麻烦了，没有为后者早想
可是很多时候，在紧急状况下
不论到你讨论这话题
况且系统更改时，你却没给于适当的评语或评论
为何不在适当的时候，做适当的事情？

明明就发生了
为何还要一直担心、一直生闷气
为何就不能看开些，让自己的心情好些
不要看到谁就发脾气
别人做什么你都不顺眼
难道女人真的有特权？
别幻想了，女人所谓的特权
都是来至于男人的礼让和忍受
为何要把自己的快乐建设在别人的痛苦上？

况且现在，本小姐我，也是女的啊！
你对我发脾气，我对谁哦？ ==“

不明白，真的不明白
我也是女的
竟然在写女人的坏话
女人真的很矛盾 =="

对不起
我只是一时感性，一时激动
所以写了这堆废话

《两个爸爸》

This drama is nice
It is about a little girl has 2 fathers
She calls one "Babi", another "Daddy"
Hahahaha !
Wao ! That's so great
Two men loves here so so so much
They grow her up together
Hahaha ! Luckily one plays a mother role
And another one plays a father role
So, usually people thought that they are gay XD
Hahaha ! 
I personally like the one who plays father role more
Typical naughty guy, but he loves his daughter very much
He would think of the ways to help her daughter
To treat her like a princess
What she wants, she would get it
Aow ~ So great !
And when comes to serious problem
He will teach her some lessons
For eg, the black cat issue
He said:" rearing a cat, is not about playing with it only."
"You need to take care of it as Babi and me take care of you" He said to the little girl
"You need to feed it, bath it..."
Haha ! A very gentle, lovingly young father 

Ish !
I have no time to watch this as it is a 73-episode-long-drama !
Nice ! A very special one XD
Haha !

Mummy

Em tired
Because you make me tired
Everything I do, you worry
You think it is incorrect
You like to ask me more than what I know > <
When I feel stressed, you worsen it
When I feel happy, you spoil it > <
But you are my mum > <
I love you, I care about you
I worry my bad temper and ignorance hurt you
I worry I accidentally scold you
I worry I make you cry
I don't wish all these happen
Because I know you love me more than I myself
I know you care me more than anyone else
I know you born me and you don't wish me to get hurt or meet up any accident outside
But I just need some freedom, no reporting...

I think I must find a way to communicate better to you, my beloving mum
> <

Olivia - Invisible Wings

Here I am I'm always trying to be strongWhen I'm hurt I won't shed a tearI'd rather sing a songI will sing of a pair of invisible wingsThat will take all my fears away

I won't think about what others have that I don'tCoz' I see that I desire to make this path my ownI'll put on a pair of invisible wingsAnd it will take me to higher heightsI'll take flight and there I see my dreamsThey lay ahead（And）No longer will I be afraidClose my eyesAnd I can feel the winds beneath my wingsIt is the voice that will carry me through

I have hope that I will find myself,in a better placeYou and I will take this journey walking hand in handAnd I know I have a pair of invisible wingsTo guide me through this raceI'll take flight and there I see my dreamsThey lay ahead（And） No longer will I be afraidClose my eyesAnd I can feel the winds beneath my wingsIt is the voice that will carry me throughAll my hopes and dreams shall be everlastingAs I take flight on invisible wings 

   I must have the invisible wings tooStay motivated, strong and happy ! ^^ 

Food Of The Day

Aloha everyone ! Haha !
I couldn't recall when was the last time I made dishes in the kitchen anymore
If not mistaken, Pizza is the last food I made
Haha ! I do like cooking, especially side food or dessert
But due to time constraint
I was an active cook during my secondary school time
But now...
I turn to be a passive cook
Haiz...
By the way, would you like to guess what have I make today?
Hehe !
Tata ! Wintermelon snow fungus soup !

I cook it here for about 10 hours @.@
Haha !
How do I rate it? Hmm~ Don't dare to rate myself
So my little brother rates for me
He said 8 out of 10 XD
Because he dislike snow fungus
Hahaha ! I think most boys dislike
But girls MUST like it !
It could replace birdnest for poor people XD
Haha !
I make this as I see many of us are feeling sick
This recipe could help in reducing body heat ^^
This soup includes wintermelon, red dates, snow fungus, 3 types of barli and also brown sugar

Besides, I have a nice snack to recommend here !
Teehee~~~! It's a kind of Australia snack
I am not really a food lover
So I seldom post blog on food
But this time, I am just over excited after eating it with my favourite yogurt XD

Have you heard of Tim Tam Cookies?
You can view the link below to find out what is it
http://www.arnotts.com.au/

Haha ! I have been eating these for 2 weeks
I think this is the only reason that causes me to gain weight recently > <
Haha ! My photo-shooting skill is not great enough
To show you how I melt after my first bite of it
Haha ! Kidding !
I just hope that my skill could show you how the cookies melts after the first bite
It melts both externally and internally
And here are some photos which I downloaded from Google
Haha ! Not captured by my own as I am too lazy
but too excited to share this snack here

This is the Original Treat Pack
And I like this the most
Haha ! I always like original taste, don't really know why
Maybe simply because I am a typical chinese, kampung girl XD
Haha ! And this cause me to be a boring girl too, I perceive
This snack is available in the whole Malaysia
But must be careful when you buy it
You must buy the one imported from Australia !
Instead of the one from Indonesia
I am not racist, not bias
Just because of the sense of taste
I would strongly recommend you to try out the one from Australia
The chocolate tastes different, the texture too !
I don't know why, but this is true !
Or you can buy both and try out both XD
Hahaha ! By the way, I am not sure whether Malaysia selling the one imported from Australia or Indonesia or both XD haha
Because I never buy this in Malaysia
My relatives bought this from Australia for us !
Haha ! So glad of this ! And thank you very much ~ Wuhaha
Here comes other photos that shows you how nice its chocolate coating being done

Wa ~~~
 

Can you see its inner chocolate?
Do you feel like melting after seeing this?
Hahahaha

Okay, I think that's all for today
Trust me, it's really worth trying
Though my writing skill is not great enough to make it to be more tempting =P

Haha !

I Gonna Be Around

I have come across this song a few days ago

And find that it's very very sweet <3

Its melody keeps playing on my mind @.@

Haha !

How great it would be if someone sings this for me XD

Hahahahaha ~

Stop dreaming and concentrate in your assignment please !

Grr ~~~!

In MASC

With my German classmates

With my Fong Ling partner, ex-exec and all my AJKs

With my beloved CP committees

Accounting Night 2013

(HRM project in Padini)

Wao? Why are here so many photos?

Okay, I have a secret to share

Something to do with these photos

Do you notice any similarity in all these photos?

hmm~~~
hmm~~~
hmm~~~
Tada~~~

 I am always the shortest !!!

Even with not-so-tall girls !!!

Ish !!!

I always wish myself to be taller > <

This is a true voice XD

Though I always appear to be satisfied with my height in front of my friends and relatives

Haha !

Why am I so emo for my height suddenly?

Okay? The lightbulbs in my room burned

And I am so lazy to move all the annual reports and my lappy to another place

But > < I can't really work well in such a dark room > <

Grrr~~~!

 

From the photos above, you can see that the left lightbulb is blinking like a star =="

The right one had been burned many months ago XD

Ish ! I couldn't find the ladder

and couldn't reach the ceiling even after I stand on my table

Grr~~~!

With the new lightbulbs on hand

I couldn't change them by myself !

Grr~~~!

Daddy, wish that you could reach home earlier

As brothers are not here to help out > <

Grr~~~!

Wish to have advices on how to grow taller at my age now > <

Any???

I have my rope-jumping everyday

But I don't feel myself grown taller

kakaka XD

Being taller is better

As I could easier fit in any clothes I like

Being taller is better

So that I will feel more secured when I am lost in a crowd

Being taller is better

So that I could change the lightbulb now ! Grr~~~!

Motivating

I come across this today

When I was exhausted for the research @.@

It does motivate me XD

"It doesn't matter how slow you go

just as long as you don't stop !"

via: 

http://www.marcandangel.com/2012/12/05/10-inspiring-quotes-for-uninspiring-times/

A Friday

I have recently fallen in love with one song, which is

Everything Has Changed by Taylor Swift

All I knew this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before
And all I've seen since 18 hours ago is green eyes and freckles and your smile in the back of my mind making me feel like
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you know you know you

Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name, everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and i'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

And all my walls stood tall painted blue
But i'll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you
And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies the beautiful kind
Making up for lost time, taking flight, making me feel like

I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you know you know you

Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name, everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and i'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Come back and tell me why
I'm feeling like i've missed you all this time
And meet me there tonight
And let me know that it's not all in my mind

I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you know you know you

Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name, everything has changed
All I know is he held the door
You'll be mine and i'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

All I know is we said hello
So dust off your highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain
And everything has changed
All I know is a new found grace
All my days, i'll know your face
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

(Haha ! SS after I reached home. Yup, everything has changed)

But, so what? Life goes on.

Add oil for my work now ^^