The Nonsense Today

Seriously, I am very tired recently

External and internal exams, assignments, ASSIGNMENTS, competitions and some other commitments

All come together ! Love you all BABIES

All please love me too >*<

I know everything will pass one day

And I would be okay ^^

I appreciate all the pressures exerted

As pressures could bring one to further improvement

If and only if one could manage it well

But somehow, I feel the process is quite torturing

*contradict* haha...

Feel like getting jammed anytime

Hahahaha...

Especially when someone makes your jobs tougher

Changes keep changing, unpredictably =="

Haiz...Would I turn mad one day?

Hahahaha...How could I overcome all the uncertainties?

And make myself no tired?

Hmm...Feel like wanting a shoulder to lay on

Feel like wanting someone to share my burden

But these are not the BEST solution...haha

As I experienced before, depending too much on someone is a bad

Unless, he or she is your right one

You would get lost once you lose him or her

That's too bad and the feelings are horrible

I hope I will never repeat this again ^ _ ^

What do I mean by "depending too much"?

Haha...it means that you depend everything (source of joy, source of motivation and etc) on him or her

Hmm...

When you have your right one

You may delegate some of your happiness or burdens to him or her

But not ALL...haha

One should have one's own way of living, independently 

Own way of loving oneself, own way of solving problem independently

And own way of keep positively motivating oneself in all circumstances

Meanwhile, giving out all may make the another one burden too

hahahaha...

This is my own way of thinking, it may not right

But at least I realize my mistakes

Take everything as a learning process

And be grateful for everyone, every lesson learned

Okay, stop talking nonsence

Take a deep breathe and continue fighting

Go Go Go !

Skipping class tomorrow @.@

Feeling bad, as I did this for more than 2 weeks d

hahahaha !