I Am Sorry, Friends

How would you feel when you did something wrong to your best friends?

Okay, the story begins in this way
Yesterday, the 30th of July, 2013
I went to release fish in the early morning
(Buying fish and carrying living fish is not an easy job! > <)
(But no worry, I will continue this good practice)

After that, I was busy sending my brother here and there
(My brother had been coming back from Australia since last week)
As he would be leaving Malaysia today
And I have to send him to KLIA this morning at 6am too
(Yup~ He is leaving, and now is in the air ! XD)

I reached home at about 7pm or 8pm yesterday
After my bath, your call came in
Frankly, I was damn tired when you all called me > <
That's why I rejected you at the early stage
Besides, at that moment
I was in the rush for my assignment which deadline is today

But still, I accepted your invitation
To be your tour guide for Satay Kajang
Because I thought of leaving my assignment for 1 hour or 2 hours would not be a problem
At that moment too, I realized my handphone was going to be out of battery
I went to the plug and charged it
Perhaps I was too tired that time
I didn't really know that I didn't switch on the plug !!!
Leaving my handphone uncharged

I waited, waited and waited
And my mum started nagging
(She dislikes us to go out at night, especially after 10pm)
I was so tortured that time
As I promised her to be back at 11pm
But I was still at home at 11pm
(I don't really know why you all were late)
(But I know, surely, you all have your own problems)
but still, I failed to control my temper
And wrongly picking words to message you
Sorry if the words were harsh

With my tired mind
Rushing for the assignment
I didn't really notice that my handphone was out of battery and off
So I enjoyed rushing for my assignment until I accidentally fell asleep
In front of my laptop

When I woke up this morning
Argh ~~~
I felt the sky falling
I was so shocked that it was in the morning
I was so so so sorry > <
Without having the chance to recharge my handphone
I had rushed to KLIA
(If not, perhaps, I may have the courage to call and apologize that time)
And when I reached home again (And charged my handphone)
I felt heart-breaking when I switched on my handphone
there are missed calls > <
So so so sorry !

But I don't really know how should I apologize
I didn't dare to call you
Because all these seemed like invalid reasons
The coincidence happened in such a ridiculous way
But still, Mei Hui abu asked me to explain
To avoid unnecessary misunderstanding > < 
(I have consulted her as I am so so so guilty and don't know what to do) 
Sorry Chee Ching, Cindy, Ming Liang, Vivian Cheah, Jia Yee and etc

I would like to make this funny photo to say sorry too > <
Since it is ugly, I hope you all would laugh when saw this

To compensate for the fault, I would like to have my promises to
Chee Ching, Cindy and Ming Liang realized this weekend
Are you free? > <

Ernst & Young Malaysia Young Tax Professional of The Year 2013

I wanna to be low profile but fail

As I don't know why UM News published the victory of mine

Don't know what am I talking?

No worry, I have the link here

http://www.um.edu.my/mainpage.php?module=News&show=1&id=399

I am the first runner-up for this competition
Everyone views it as a good news and feels happy for me

But I myself not really feeling good

As I lose the chance to visit to Denmark

Maybe I am not ready yet to represent Malaysia for the international competition

And have a lot to be improved

I am very happy to realize my weaknesses in the competition =)

As mentioned before in my previous blog

I hate this competition as it clashed with my final

as well as my ACCA progress test

By the way, I managed to undergo it =)

Thanks god for everything

It's really a great experience =)

I enjoyed the whole process

from the beginning until the moment I was informed that I was one of the finalist

(out of the 185 participants)

Thanks a lot for my advisor who did guide me with full commitment

Even though he is always very busy

He taught me the right attitudes and thinking skills

Rather than technical skills

I believe these skills are more important than anything else

And enjoyed the moment being criticized as "aunty" by him for my presentation

Haha ! 

I don't know how should I express my gratitude towards him

But, still I would say, THANK YOU VERY MUCH

Besides, I enjoyed the whole interview process

I was impressed by Ernst & Young (EY) for this session

Could you imagine how I would I feel

When I entered the room and realize that the judge composed of a Malay, a Chinese and an Indian

Wao ! Diversity ! This first impression will last forever I think XD

And they were very friendly, the comments given are motivating and they could really catch up all my main points

They could see my hard work even though I didn't emphasize them through my presentation

I was too touched for this as I thought no one would border this kind of little thing  =)

Moreover, this is my first time to do presentation in front of all professionals

Behind the judge, there were a group of EY officers

Thanks for listening to my presentation

Your applause did increase my confidence

And very sorry for my poor English

Haha !

Hmm~ Sad thing happened here as well

My slides couldn't function well

It seemed like wasting my effort of preparing the slides with full animation T__T

Haha ! but it's okay, it passed ^^ 

Learned from mistake is more important

 

Thanks UM Staff for taking this photo

I looked tall here XD

And I would like to do some explanations here

I was receiving a plaque, but not the RM6k cash (in this photo)

The caption written in the UM News is incorrect

The winners
Wao ! The champion is too tall @.@

Thanks Zhi Liang for taking this photo

Haha ! It's my fault for no preparing camera

 As well as this, and we were the 10 finalists ^^

 My prizes

And I like this most!

 I was in newspaper too @.@

Please don't find it out XD

I look very ugly here...

And never forget

I would like to thank for my driver,Mr Lim Ming Liang

Who willing to send me to EY office and waited me for 2 hours for the final

My Brother, Lim Chee Ching and his wife, Cindy Heng

For letting me to stay at your place

preparing food for me and listening to my presentation practice

Haha > <

There were many others who really did help and support me

throughout the whole process

Khai Shin, Zoe, Fook, Alvin, Yun and etc

Thanks thanks !

You all know how depressed and coward was I

when I was informed that I was one of the finalist

Haha !

So what I have learned from this competition?

Confidence is essential

Opportunity does not come by chance

English is important

Hard work is needed

Lecturer is critical

Creative, openness and analytical mind are necessary

be simple, straightforward

 Friends are those that help when you are in trouble

But not those who...

Did really disappoint me

And !

Never forget what I have promised to do

when you learned, money will be secondary issue

Though I am not rich, but still I perceive that learning is more important

(at my age now)

So don't stop my passion !

Continue working for my better future ^^

Managed to have a photo with EY bunting during the price-giving ceremony

But forget to have photos with my body guards to the prize-giving ceremony

haha ! They were actually my guests to the ceremony - Fook & Zhi Liang

(Building a better working world ^^)

No Pain No Gain

Offsetting, opportunity cost

All these words reflect the same situation

Which is, when you gain something, you must have forgone something

They are just different in the degree of significance of the thing forgone

Offsetting, the things gained and lost are equivalent, thus there will be less or no pain ( or perhaps it is favourable, thus brings happiness)

Opportunity cost, the thing given up is second best, thus less or even no pain

No pain, no gain?

Ah ! Great pain...

I choose this route, giving up more and more thing

but still I wanna get to it

Though sometimes I do need support

Doesn't mean that I need only verbally support and comfort

I need actions sometimes, need not be a great one

But at least, do consider me in every decision made

And never ever make decision for me

I am quite phobia to this...

You all said you are all proud with me with what I am doing and what I plan to do

But end up...

I feel terribly hurt because you all are my dearest, my dearest family...

Holding up my tears, and continue 

Never feel regretful and be optimist

I know it will be paid-off one day

Ole Ole Ole ~

Okay ~ It's time for me to update my blog now
After the frightening news yesterday
(Was too shocked yesterday and thus, didn't update here)
It was about last month that I blogged about joining a competition
which could allow me to travel to Denmark or other countries for office-visit right?
Yes, it is...I am now selected as one of the top 10 finalists
Wao ! Guess what was my response when I received the email?
I was too upset and keep telling myself
Oh god ! Who am I o???
Go for finalist? Sure lose one T____T
I kept doubting myself for my own abilities
and I tried my best to get myself back to the right track
I searched online read and re-read about the history of the competition
As it is the first time to launch this competition in Malaysia
thus, I couldn't search more information
I felt so lost because the scope is too wide ! Ah~~~!

But my friends are all very motivating and supporting
They tell me that you are great and you are capable enough !
So go for it !
Okay ~! Thanks everyone !
I finally make up my mind and receive this challenge again ^^
I just replied the confirmation email for the attendance to the final round ^^
So, hope god bless me ! haha !
I think the most funny incident is that...
That...that...that...
Haha ! It is the reply from my adviser for this competition
When everyone asking me to prepare well for the competition
He asks me to relax and take a deep breathe lol
Hahaha ! He asks me to go for swimming too (using a funny word) XD
And the most important thing is that he asks me to prepare nothing for it now
Though the competition is on next Friday @.@
Why? Haha ! He gives me tips on presentation and that's all XD
This email is motivating enough XD
Haha ! As I can find out the direction that I should focus for the competition
So? Okay~? keep calm, and can start preparing for my progress test next Saturday T__T
One thing I dislike this competition is that its deadlines are always clash with my exam
It's really testing on my multitask abilities @.@

Okay, I will try my best for the both challenge next week
To win the competition and pass the ACCA test !
Okay?! Finger crossed
I promise myself ^^ (Haha ! It's gonna been a Japanese dinner right after my test ^^)
And very thankful to my dear ex-roomate and her bf
For agreeing to come and support me for the ceremony
Because I am given to seats free for the award-giving ceremony
And my parents aren't suitable to attend and it's their will too
So I have to find friends... (Accounting student never waste this kind of chance)
2 seats? For sure I have to look for couple lol
Haha ! For those who are not invited, please forgive me XD
Because it doesn't mean that you are not my friends ^^
It is just the matter of constraint > <
Haha !

问题

当你没权利做决定
但决定的后果是大家分担的
并且那决定不是你要的
你会怎么做？
当被牵涉的人来投诉时
你会如何向牵涉的人解释？

虽然不是第一次遇见这问题
但有时还是会措手不及…
我通常都是会站在一team的立场啦！
不懂这会是最好的吗？

等等等

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第一站叫天真、第二站叫青春，下一站的名字等你去确认

期待一趟旅程，精彩万分，你却还在等

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